However, for that very reason, I run the AU-F like I would a social club or as the head of a family. You get in on looks and personality alone, whether you're the most skilled pilot in the game, or you can't find your undock button on a good night. And based on that personality, you are accepted with open arms, and expected to uphold the family environment I maintain internally within the corporation. On the outside, it is all business. On the inside, I would rather talk about booze and women, than be ultra serious and hardcore about the game as a whole. These things lead to a fairly pleasant dichotomy where on the one hand, the corporation maintains or attempts to maintain the strictest sense of professionalism, business, and diplomacy, and on the other, when it is a quiet night, we are in our corporate channel talking about booze, women, body parts, and the kitchen sink.
But, sometimes this backfires, as we have found in the past week, when tensions ran high, and words were spoken that a few people seem to not want to take back. Having quit the Senate, raised a fair amount of ruckus at both the corporate and alliance levels, and then retreated from participation in general as if to add insult to injury, members of this corporation have done everyone around them a great disservice.
Now, the elephant in the room is that everyone involved both at the corporate and alliance levels made some sort of mistake, whether it be pride, assumptions, apathy, disrespect, overzealous nature, or etc. The problem I see is that everyone but the people in question, continues to be willing to work these differences out, like mature, independent, and responsible adults. So what's the problem? I ask for everyone to act like an adult, that is not really much to ask to be honest. In fact, it is relatively little. Certainly mistakes were made by all parties, but only a few were absolutely unwilling to resolve these conflicts at all, and instead chose to retreat into the shadows.
Before I myself say things I will regret, I want to clear the air, from my perspective.
I work to the betterment of ALL parties equally, and so long as I feel those parties understand that this is my role here, I will work for them, even if they are in part or in whole responsible for the circumstances that cause me to need be involved to begin with. I make no judgments, I make no grievances, I make no agendas, I simply try to resolve. But I have limits that I set, and those limits have been crossed, and once they are crossed, that is the end of it. Just like the Kematian's, the Zee's, and the Mark's of the corporation, these people who cross that invisible line with me, are never given my faith or confidence again, whether they choose to stay or not and regain it themselves in the eyes of their peers, it will still never again be from me. In fact, I implore them to do just that, to stay, regardless of whether I myself lost faith in them, as this is my way, not the only way, and I am certainly not whom the only opinion matters. But they never choose to remain, never. So, with my usual foresight, that I typically keep to myself, I would like to say now, that they were given every consideration by myself, every possible consideration, and they refused to yield to my role as mediator, and instead I find myself feeling insulted, by being thrown in with the lot as if by association I am no better than the slander thrown wildly against all others. I am sorry, but I am the last person that one wants to take for granted. Do not mistake me for someone who bends, I am unbreakable. This is a family affair, and if you do not want to be part of a family and work your problems out like one, this probably isn't the place for you.
